I Have Been Badly Freaked Out The Past Few Days

I have narcolepsy, and I fall asleep a lot, for no good reason. The other day I fell asleep in my computer chair, as I usually do.  I fell over to my right as I usually do- I lean w-a-y over when I fall asleep, so that my head almost touches the ground. This time, I slept on my arm REALLY wrong.

I lost all use of my right arm from the elbow down. And I mean, badly. I couldn’t make my right hand do ANYTHING.  For hours, my right arm wouldn’t work at all and I was freaking out.

I live really close to having anxiety attacks at the best of times. But here was something that was REAL, was HORRIBLE, was FREAKY. By the time I went to bed, though, I had maybe 60% use of my right arm and hand, and maybe 50% strength.

I’ve been living in anxiety today, which is better than the panic I was living in before.  As I type here, I have about 90% use of my right hand, and about 90% strength.  I have been exercising my arm all day and trying to de-pinch the nerve in my arm that got pinched.

Gods above this has been  horrible. HORRIBLE.

Anne

A Silly Beginning

My first story work in quite some time! I hope I haven’t lost it…

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Johnny picked up the remote and flicked on the tv. He had a 12 pack of cheap ass beer on the coffee table for dinner, and was only wearing his skivvies. Tonite was a three hour block of his favorite game shows, reality shows, and blooper shows. Three hours of masturbation fun.

He popped open his first can of beer and clicked to the first show. It was a fun, light show, and always got his cock hard as a rock. “Guess What Bitch” was the goofy name, although the show itself was hot. they had three female celebrity guests, each in a ten minute block for the full half hour show. In each block, the female guest was stipped nude and swallowed head first to her waist by a hungry reticulated python. To make it more difficult, two other women from the studio audience would be stripped nude and swallowed head first to the waist as well. The two contestants would then try to guess the name of the celebrity guest by looking at the vulvas of the swallowed women. The contestants usually had about three minutes before the snakes swallowed the women’s vulvas deep enough as to be invisible.

If, before the snakes finished swallowing the women entirely, the female celebrity could be identified, the snake swallowing her would be coaxed into coughing her back up (the other two women from the studio audience would be digested alive). She would then be brought onto the stage to give the contestant his or her prize. If she could not be identified before the snake finished swallowing all three women alive, then the three snakes would be allowed to digest the three swallowed women and the contestant would be sent home with no prizes at all.

The celebrity guest waiting list was huge- the snakes were in no danger of ever going hungry.

Johnny had to pace himself during this show- he liked to stroke himself the entire show without coming. Although he usually came when he watched the snake’s mouth close over the woman’s feet as it finished swallowing her alive.
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I Am Sorry Everyone

I had not realized I was letting so much time pass between postings. No wonder I feel like I have forgotten how to write- I have forgotten how to write! I mean, literally, hokey smokes. I had NO IDEA that in the past 2 months, I had made only 1 blog posting.

I wouldn’t blame all of you, whoever still reads this, for believing I had just given up and dropped out.

Please don’t give up on me yet, I haven’t given up on writing, nor have I given up on my blog, nor my site. I want to keep up on all these things.

I am having a very bad time inside my head.

I am having massive writers block.

But I haven’t given up, so don’t give up on me either!