One Reason I Have Trouble Writing

is because of my blood situation. I just discovered that the reason I am running on (currently) a half tank of red blood cells is because my body is not producing the protein that tells my bone marrow to create red blood cells.

Hoody fucking hoo, eh?

So right now I am running around on half a tank of red blood cells. As time this will get lower and lower. On the other hand, we are working on finding out the exact REASON this is happening, so that the situation may be reversed.

I am NOT dying. I am not just suddenly going to vanish and leave people wondering if a) I am dead, or b) after being online since 1993, I’m just tired of it and am going online as someone else. That’d be stupid. Who am I supposed to be if I’m not ME? But apparently people do that.

So I am still working on things. No fear 🙂

Anne

Vahreoos Ahn Soondreh

Raed thah’ title as ahn accent ahn aet’ll maek mooch mohr sainse to yah.

Anyway, one of the things I am trying to do as well is to write a non-vore story. Trying to hit a goal of a thousand words a day. Big goal here- I imagine this story I am writing could be twenty or thirty thousand words. It’s HARD to write these days, no matter what the subject.  And since my mood affects everything, and my mood is so fucking VOLATILE, all it takes it a word and I plunge into deep despair. Last night I only managed 200 words because I was so depressed. It was like living in a block of pure hopelessness.

Whine whine whine.

Anyway, I willbe getting that one story done. I should also do a re-write of a quick story I banged out for the Big-Gulp forum before it languished into obscurity and shadow- just a quicky of a minotaur swallowing some poor lassie. I HAVE the ideas, I HAVE the ability to write- I just need that ability to emerge from the shell of depression to actually get it done.

Luv u all  ^.^

I Am Not Avoiding Posting A New Story Chapter

It’s just Mama Snake is suffering from writer’s block. I knows what I has to do, and I knows how to do it, but it just ain’t working. So, I’m working on writing and when  I can, I will post the next segment of “Bitch Be Eat By A Snake”. Don’t worry.