Hello Again Everyone. I Yet Survive.

Rudy is out of the hospital. You can all look this up if you want to, but this last neurologist gave his idiot opinion that Rudy has never had a single stroke; that he is, in fact, suffering from:

Conversion Disorder.

He believes, although he has never been at any of Rudy’s strokes, that Rudy has never had a single stroke. That every other doctor has been wrong. He doesn’t dispute the need for O2 or such, only the stroke problems.

I think you can figure out how *I* feel about this idiot decision.

I have been spending a lot more time with Rudy and off the computer. He wants me to spend maybe 2 hours a day on the computer. Which I can understand- that would help my depression he believes.

But what when I want to write? Computers and electronic entertainment devices (e.g. console game machines) are my hobby. I enjoy them to death and the end of time and I won’t stop being interested- as time goes on, my interest is only going to get stronger.

So, fuck.

Anyway, I back as best as I can be.

Anne