Ages Since I Last Posted

I am not trying to avoid anyone online, nor am I trying to not get work done. I simply haven’t had the time to get onto any chat programs (and I miss all of you that I chat with- ALL of you!! Jeff, Wandersmann, Bryan, ALL of you!). To those I owe email (Chuck, I know you don’t read this but if you did, you’d know I’m gonna email you back real soon now!), I have no excuse. It’s been ages since I have been able to get to my webmail. I haven’t MEANT to not write- and this is a complex issue here. Part of it is trying to process some “criticism” from Rudy that, while given in an effort to help me grow as a writer, has instead just fucking DEVASTATED me.

And it’s been hot – 101 lately. And western Washington state don’t GET that hot and here it is. Rudy’s almost dying from the heat and ME- I don’t do heat. I get uncomfortably hot at 68 f. There has been DAMN little work done here at the Van Dycken household.

Anyway, for the rest of you, which is EVERYONE- hang on there. I will get back to you all as soon as I can. I miss each and every one of you equally, and miss you all- I have friend shaped pieces of my heart missing and they’ll only come back when we get in contact again!

Anne

I Am Accursed By God

I finally got all three of my comps up and running next to each other. So the other day I powered two of them down and went to bed. The next day, the 100 gig HD comp doesn’t power on. Apparently, from googling the problem, the power supply is dead.

Last week I threw out 2 power supply units because I didn’t have a need for them and didn’t have a place for them, and now…

I dunno what I did in my previous life…

Anne

I Will Be Gone For A Few Days (And Hi To Wandersmann)

Today we leave to go see Rudy’s parents and we will not be back until this upcoming Monday. I will be sans computer (AH FUCK! OH NO!) this entire time, so it will be a test of willpower and such for me as well.

Wandersmann, I will chat with you as soon as I can, but it’s going to be a good week from today . Such am be the way of the life.

I have entertaining tales of narcolepsy to tell soon (I fell over in my chair and slammed my head into a computer I have on the floor next to me). Hang in there, true fans!

Take care all. Love you. All three of you readers

Anne

The Game That Never Ceases To Amuse

And I Thought That Smell Was Me

I have stories and story ideas brewing in that febrile soup of my brain, so no fear. Love you all!

Anne

Hello Again Everyone. I Yet Survive.

Rudy is out of the hospital. You can all look this up if you want to, but this last neurologist gave his idiot opinion that Rudy has never had a single stroke; that he is, in fact, suffering from:

Conversion Disorder.

He believes, although he has never been at any of Rudy’s strokes, that Rudy has never had a single stroke. That every other doctor has been wrong. He doesn’t dispute the need for O2 or such, only the stroke problems.

I think you can figure out how *I* feel about this idiot decision.

I have been spending a lot more time with Rudy and off the computer. He wants me to spend maybe 2 hours a day on the computer. Which I can understand- that would help my depression he believes.

But what when I want to write? Computers and electronic entertainment devices (e.g. console game machines) are my hobby. I enjoy them to death and the end of time and I won’t stop being interested- as time goes on, my interest is only going to get stronger.

So, fuck.

Anyway, I back as best as I can be.

Anne