Rudy Is Super Sick And I Haven’t Had Any “Me” Time For WEEKS

My sincere apologies for lack of posts and stories this past few weeks. I know I whine and complain and bitch and moan about how much my life sucks, but sometimes it sucks worse than normal. Right now is pretty much one of those times.

First off, a few weeks back Rudy started getting really sick. To the point that everyone was worried about him. So I finally dragged him to the hospital and they admitted him because he had pnuemonia. Sigh. Immediately I have worse problems than normal sleeping. I have problems as it is but now, with him gone, I am literally up 24-7 because I can’t sleep.

At the same time, as a side point, I fall asleep at the drop of a hat throughout the day because I can’t sleep at night. At least, I think that’s why, except that even on days when I get a ton of sleep I still fall asleep all day.

After Rudy being gone for about 2 weeks they discharge him home to me NOT because he is healthy but because they were starting to get REALLY sick people in the hospital and they didn’t want Rudy getting anything worse. So he’s home and he’s still really sick. Oh joy.

2 days after he gets home he spends a whole day getting nosebleeds. BAD nosebleeds. Oh joy. And later that night, at midnight, he gets the worse one yet and it won’t stop. 2 hours later he’s still bleeding and he’s dizzy and feeling horrible so we drag him to the hospital in town. At last what they do is stick a balloon in his sinus. It’s about 2 1/2 – 3 inches long, about as wide as a pen barrel, and it inflates when you push air into it. This they inflate and stop the bleeding.

Only it hurts Rudy a lot. But it has to stay in for 1-3 days (we have to make an appt with a doc to get it taken out) and Rudy is in lot of pain. Rudy is one of those guys that if he breaks his leg he’s still going to go to work. If he complains about pain, it’s already something that would have taken me out of the game.

I am having to give Rudy some of MY pain meds he’s complaining of such horrible pain.

Today we took him to one of his follow-up appts with his cardialogist. Because he’s a nice guy, the fellow takes some of the air out of the balloon to see if that eases some of Rudy’s pain. After all, it’s been almost 2 days the balloon has been pressurizing the inside of Rudy’s sinus cavity!

He immediately starts bleeding again.

I dunno what we’re going to do, but we have an appt to go to tomorrow morning to see an Ear Eye Nose Throat doc and have them decide what to do with Rudy’s nosebleed. Since Rudy got back onlast Sunday, I have literally been taking care of him every waking moment. This is basically, while I have been writing this, the longest I have had to sit and do something that is Me oriented. Which really sucks because I have never been so desperate to write fiction as I have been these last few weeks!

ARGH.

Anyways, this is what is going on in my life and why I haven’t presented any fiction since the middle of January. Not by choice, I will tell you that! So you all take care and I will be coming back at ‘CHA with more whining and maybe some stories as soon as I possibly can!

I Lost The Fight With Win7

And I am trying to save what I can from the external hard drive. There is a LOT of data that I want that I am not going to be able to save. Sigh. I have to save what I can then reformat the thing and HOPE that that does the trick. If not- then I have a hunkajunk not worth a piss nickle. Just like the tablet e-reader I bought for mysekf with Christmas money my parents sent me! I bought an Android tablet e-reader and less than a week later it got yanked out of my hand and hit the floor- CRASH. The screen broke and now the $100 e-reader ain’t worth a piss nickle.

I really don’t know what I did to make my life so awful, nor what Rudy did to make his so bad. He’s very sick right now- I’m afraid he has pneumonia or something. He should probably be in the hospital but he’s too damn stubborn. So yeah, life continues its downward spiral and everything is bad.

Story to follow later today!

 

Anne

Man, Sorry About The Long Vacancy

I had managed to bring back my system from the near-dead a bit ago, then fell victim to another attack before I was ready. Sigh. I had to re-format my C: drive and reinstall Win7- since then I have been trying to get things back to normal and get things running. I have an external hard drive and for whatever reason Win7 was not recognizing all the data I had on it- wanted me to reformat it. Well, no way! I have a lot of stuff I don’t want to lose on there, so I kept working on things and now it works… largely

Glad to be back- after I remembered my password I couldn’t get back in for the longest time because I couldn’t remember my bloody password. Voopzie!

 

Anne

From The Bloody Broken Ruins Of Hell I Post At Thee

Right now I am suffering from some kind of malware attack. My system is melting down- I am only barely able to run this browser and little else. Sigh. Two hours ago I got a warning from a program that something untoward was occurring- then rapidly everything came crashing down around me.

 

So, I am going to have to try and reinstall Windows- over Windows, first. Reinstall on top of the current install in the hopes that I can keep everything that I already have… minus malware, o’ course.

 

Iffen that durn’t work, I will reformat and then install Windows. Either way, I will be back but I have to deal with the nightmare in the meantime.

 

See yez soonest!

My Router Is Busted As Well

For the past 2 weeks my router has not worked right. Half the time it plain will not go online- and when it does, it loses connection at random times. Extremely annoying. It is my hope that we can get some cash to get a new one… one day

I’ve Been Really Sick, Sorry

I was half asleep and lying back in my recliner and a huge glob of saliva had collected in my mouth and then I hit the tipping point and I inhaled it. Sorry for the grossness, but it’s important as to what happened. I choked for a time until I could breathe, but I inhaled way too much saliva to be healthy. I ended up with “aspiration bronchitis”, which is lucky for me as I could have ended up with aspiration pneumonia and that would have sucked way too much for words. As it is I am not totally healthy yet but a lot better than I have been for the past week and a half. At my worst I could only lay around the house and wheeze and cough.

Sucked!

Anyway, as stated, I have been finally getting better so expect to see my online again and expect to see those stories of mine I have been threatening you all with! YAY!

 

Wubblies

Ah, life If you do not see the pic as an animated gif, click the pic and it will open a new tab with the fully animated young galchick pulling off her top and exposing her beautiful beautiful jubblies. Ah, how can a world with boobs be bad?

Well Hell

I had typed out most of a new story and then, of course, destroyed it accidentally before saving it. So, fuck it all, I shall have my Xmas story posted tomorrow after I am done being super pissed at myself.

Merry Xmas!

Hey ssfsdelta911 :) Comments and Helloes and Stuff :)

I sometimes forget that I can do anything I set my mind to. This is important to remember. I quit drinking- and this is ultra major to remember. I have been sober over ten years now. You know how they do one year check-backs on people who have quit stuff- like drugs, or drinking, or eating bad food? Then they do five year check-backs to see how people are, to see if they are still not doing what they say they quit doing? They don’t check back on alcoholics after five years. Because the number of people who survived not drinking after five years is so statistically small it’s not worth counting. After five years, most alcoholics have gone back to drinking and have died.

I’m still here, still alive, still sober. I can do anything I want to! Which means I can lose weight, dammit, and I can become a paid, published author. I’m turning 49 next september and that’s not dead yet. I still have time! a good 25 years of life left if I take reasonably good care of myself.

And yes, hi ssfsdelta911 why not email me and I’ll email u back and we’ll dialogue Anne.franke AT gmail dot com

Still working on stories, hope to have my seagull story finished and posted before the end of the year! Like a lot of people, I am addicted to Minecraft AND Terraria AND Skyrim

Keep hanging in there, you one or two people who read my blog every once in a while! I love you all- the best!

Hello Again Everyone!

It’s been a time, I realize. Thank you again to everyone who reads this blog. It’s super nice of you! I appreciate it highly and muchly. Plus it gets you first reads on new stories when I write them! Yay!

I have been thinking and thinking of writing and writing. I would love to chat, people. Email me or try and get me online! anne2snakie aim and y!m, 8692176 icq. anne.franke@gmail.com if u would like to talk via email.

Well, I am not dead yet and I should have another story next post so see y’all very soon! Yay!